My first hand at meditation didn’t go as well as I had hoped. I didn’t quite know during the time whether this frustrated me more because I believed I could do it, or because I had huge expectations from meditation and with all the things happening in my life I felt anything that could help would be useful. I think the most common vision we have of meditation is a person sitting in the lotus position chanting or saying absolutely nothing, which I tried my hand at and obviously failed.
A friend of mine figured that it wasn’t that I couldn’t meditate it was more that I needed something to listen to while I did, hence my introduction to meditation bells. Meditation bells came in more than one form ranging from the bell and dorje, singing bowls or meditation bowls and gongs. It was only after more research that I found out that there were differences in look and feel but it was more a matter of preference than anything else.
I found that meditation bells (specifically the bell and dorje) were perfect for me. I didn’t have the patience to use the singing bowl and I didn’t like the sound as much but was delighted with the bell and dorje. Within every ring of the bell I felt closer and closer to rejuvenation. Since it was the only thing I could hear, all my attention went into the sound I could hear. The meditation bells were doing their work. As I continued my mind seemed to draw in closer and closer to the sound until it started becoming my ultimate focus. As I continued, I could feel little ripples, little sensations on my arms with the vibration of the bells and an overwhelming sense of piece and tranquility. It was internal and outwardly at the same time and my breathing felt great. My sessions weren’t extremely long ones, since I found it made me a little light headed, however with each session I felt better and better about myself and what it was I had to do with my life.
I’ve been practicing with the bell and dorje for a while now and have also started on other types of meditation bells such as the singing bowls. Before meditation I was lonely and shy. I could stand in a crowd of people and think that every single one was better than me. This showed in my work too and I passed up on many promotions just because I couldn’t think about being in the public eye. After continued meditation I found that slowly I was beginning to feel better. It was like a force had started to take over me and it seemed easier for me to focus on what I could do better than what I was doing right then.
If you’re looking at something that will bring you closer to your gold of a better mind then this is definitely something you have to try. I am not only more confident now, but more at peace with myself and who I am. I find it easier to focus on things and my anxiety attacks are no longer a problem. All in all I’ve got to stay the meditation bells are truly a great find.
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